I absolutely am in a rut right now. For one thing, I really am considering going to work in civilian clothing, rather than the Smart-4 that I’m conventionally required to. You might say that my camp is very lenient in terms of the articles of wear. And I should take advantage of that, right?

Let’s weigh it all out.

(And for the rest record, let it show, that I did ponder over this since Friday, so this delay is not exactly off the mind for days now.)

So wearing civilian clothes has one big advantage for me. I no longer needs to put up with the crappy stares that commuters on the train pass me. I absolutely cannot stand seeing those losers freaks with their stupid eyes, staring at me in my Smart-4. And honestly, you cannot be in uniform without someone giving you dagger eyes. So it would be nice if those terrible episodes will end.

And another thing that will be good is that should the need arise for me to have to be outside, for whatever reason, I need not fumble around in my Smart-4.
I mean come on, I’m in my Smart-4 for some nine hours every day. Whats is wrong with a little reprieve in the morning, and again in the evening?

Cons are mostly reserved with transporting my uniform from home to work.
But I have most of the things sorted out. I have to bring my boots and slacks to work, and then leave it at work.
I plan (should I go in civilian) to leave those two items at work, and bring only socks and my top uniform everyday. Or on days when I’m not sweaty, I can just leave all at work.

I cannot believe I’m planning all despite still being unsure whether to dress for work, or not. Most who do dress for work, do it mainly because they stay-in and thus bring only a few articles of clothing. I on the other hand, with my steadfast persistence on staying-out, have to consider everything.
But looking at the stay-out people who I see board the bus everyday with me, I do presume, that they have their own accommodations to the whole stay-out but daily-civilian routine.

I’ll go figure.

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